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Amy Rose
03-24-2004, 11:08 PM
hello everyone!!! ok i finally have some time to sit and write about my expereince!!! i have been waiting all day to post and dont want to keep you guys waiting any longer!!!!

so tuesday morning i wake up early to write John a letter. I remember some people at the workshop had did that and handed him their letters and i thought wow what a perfect idea. i figured that i probably had a chance but didnt want to get my hopes up but my gut told me to write that letter. so after writing my letter i had to go get my passport done since im going to italy in june. (my mom figured to do that since i took the day off from school. hehe) so before the passport thing, we went for breakfast and decided to call Fed Ex because Marcia was sending me SaveJETV lollipops for me to hand out but there was a mistake in my address so it never arrived on monday. so i emailed marcia that night and told her we never got it but if she sent me the confirmation number i could try and track it. thank goodness when we called the package was in the local Fed Ex office and they said we could come and pick it up!!! i was so thrilled!!! so now i had this lovely pink basket of lollipops that marcia sent, and i bought a black shirt and used fabric paint to write on it using the slogans from the volunteer forum. i put on the front "John Edward Television, Life Changing Television, Television Changing Lives" and under that had the website address of SAVEJETV and then on the back it said "I want my JE TV!" the website, and then i wrote how it was a grassroots project to get john on the air. it stood out really well with having the black shirt as a contrast. i was very proud of myself lol i love making art stuff like this!

so its about 11 and we are back at home and my step aunt Lisa arrives because she is coming with us. and then im running around my house trying to get everything and also doing last minute emails to marcia and pam. so we finally leave and now we are headed to Monica's house (bratgirl). so the 4 of us are on the road and we are having just a lovely time in the car. it was my mom's first time driving thru NYC--we never drive there we always take the train! so that was a new expereince for her. traffic really wasnt bad the whole way and we got to the hotel at around 2:45. so we sat around on some couches and then i went off to check out where we would be and i could tell there were some people for JE so i politely went up to them and starting talking to them and told them about the petition. they really liked the lollipops!! that was such a perfect idea! then this one woman comes up to me and she is like "aren't you related to john edward?" im like no i wish i was! lol so then i went up to the main loby desk and this nice young british guy was talking to me because i asked him how to get to the ballroom. hes like "you're going to the John Edward seminar?" im like yes how could you tell hes like im psychic! i laughed because obviously he read my shirt lol
so then i came back down and the 4 of us just relaxed on the couches. whenever i would see people with their bridges magazines i would go up to them and give them a lollipop and flyer. the majority of them were shocked to find out that CO was cancelled. there were even a few of them who already signed the petition. one lady said she heard about it in Hawaii so good job Phigalilly (u did go to hawaii right? lol)
so at 4 we had lunch at this delicious restaurant. it was just so nice and relaxing. then my mom spots Sandy and Lou (chargeit2him & hubby) and we say hello! when we were done with dinner it was time to go up and get our seats since the door opened at 5:30. boy was it so much calmer for this seminar! you can really tell the difference between a small one and the larger ones. there was no line at all since you checked in with the ladies who had your name on the list. and then they stamped your hand with a purple stamp that says "JE" and boom your in!

so we wanted to sit in the front and at the time i didnt see where sandy and lou were so we sat in the 3rd row on the left side of the room. monica and i sat together and my mom and lisa sat behind us. it wasnt til after did i understand why that was supposed to happen. i witnessed the true meaning of "you're meant to sit with the people around you" oh so true!!
so after i got myself situated i took my basket in one hand, flyers in the other and i just went around the room handing out lollipops and flyers. i really had a lot of fun explaining how i am a part of johnedwardfriends and that we are not affliated with JE and that we have a petition going on to put john back on the air. it was cool how i would go to maybe 3 people at a time and then their whole section of people would stop talking and look at me!! so i would walk all around the room and talk about the petition and hand out the pops. and normally i am a very shy person so this was a big thing for me, but i was very proud of myself because i was practicing my leadership skills that i learned at this leadership camp last summer and it really reminded me of that. everyone was really friendly and they all seemed like they would sign. so hopefully our numbers will be going up lol i only had a few lollipops left which was really good. i had just enough. i printed way more flyers than i needed so if anyone wants any that are already copied i have plenty so feel free to email me and i can send you them via snailmail.

oh and before the show started i met Stace7 and also Missurfoot (she's new to our boards so Welcome!!!) but yes it was a pleasure to meet both of you and please feel free to e-mail me!

so then my mom comes over and she is like we should give your letter to Carol (she works for john..i think she plans his events and stuff, right?) so we go up to her and she is just the most friendliest lady ever!! actually she remembered me! she was like your Amy! im like omg how did you know that!! i believe she said she remembered me from the nov workshop and also from AC. i was flattered! so i asked her if she would give this letter to him and she said she would!! so i really hope she did give it to him. she seems like a very trustworthy lady. she really liked my shirt! so then we just started talking and i told her how much he has changed my life and she said she's always told him he should do something for kids and she said she's going to try to do something like that. so i thought that was cool! and i asked her if there was any news about the retreat and she said they still dont have a set location yet and that it will be a while. she took a lollipop too. so i really hope she delivered my letter to him.

so after that i did a little more walking around but it was getting closer to 7pm so i sat in my seat and meditated for a few minutes. and john came out the door right next to me and Monica!! i mean im talking it was really close! i was like holy jesus!! and there he was on stage and he was very humorous as always! so he gets out there and talks for a little but he didnt spend too much time explaining about the entire process like he usually does when theres a large crowd. but i think the majority of the people there knows the work that he does and have probably been to a seminar before. so he got right to work. i was just so happy!!! i didnt take many notes in the beginning only because i didnt want to miss out on this beautiful expereince. i remember parts of the readings. i know the first family had some funny expereinces. it was their grandma coming thru and they played tricks on her in the hospital--something about she would always want her pills but instead they filled the bottles with dots candy and it was this big family inside joke. and something about her night coats how they would rip the pockets. it was very funny. and then i think that family brought thru someone else's family. that was one of the things i noticed thru out the night that it seemed like everyone who was coming thru to John opened the door for someone else. and the one thing john mentioned in the beginning was about resonance and how tonight there would be readings for one family, but you could validate it too in some way. i found that to be right on the money!

he took a short break, and then answered a few questions and got right back into readings. then he started reading Sandy and Lou and i was ever so happy for them!!! i just had a feeling that they would get a reading. so i immediately started taking notes which i posted on Sandy's thread. i was so excited for them and still am!

oh wait a second i remember something else in the beginning!!! silly me. im still like in a whirl-a-wind about the whole expereince!!! so john comes over to our section and he starts pointing in my mom's direction. i swear on my life that he looked at me--we made eye contact. but the woman 2 rows behind could validate some of the information but not all of it, while im sitting there jotting down the notes because it made a lot of sense.

the first thing he said was "I have 2 younger energies here" no one is saying anything. he starts pointing at my mom then says maybe a few rows behind her. then we made eye contact. some more silence and he walks a little closer and then he said it could be a miscarriage. now my mom had 2 miscarriages and ive before we got there i said a prayer to them to come thru. because ive always felt a connection to them and i always say prayers for them and when i always watch crossing over he always seems to get the rocking of the babies and i always hoped if i ever had a reading that they would come thru. so he keeps saying i have 2 younger energies and i just have this feeling that it was my siblings. so then he goes on to say and there is a father figure he passes 1-2-3, snaps his fingers, and my step grandfather who i knew very well died of a heart attack 123. and then he said again i have an older male he dies sudden. then he goes on to say i have a Louis (Louis was his brother who died a few years back. i remember him at family parties.sweet guy) and then he goes on to say and the 12th of the month has significance--now the 12th was the birthdate of my Poppy who i was extremely close to. then he said and i have a grandma here and she says someone took care of her, and they lived with her. well last 3 years of my grandmother's life my dad took care of her and lived with my grandparents. even towards the end they hired this woman to help care for her. then he says again i have gradpa who has passed and theres also an Anthony. now anthony is my great uncle who passed in my dad's arms 20 years ago. he also died of a heart attack. and my theory that it really was him was his wife recently passed in the beginning of the month. and the day of her funeral was the day i called in for tickets and got them. as i was saying a prayer to her at the last viewing at the funeral home i said to her in my head please help me get these tickets--and what would youknow i get thru. so maybe it was her way of validating to me that she heard me? then he said theres 3 roses for 1 month and that is very true i know for sure July there are 3 deaths all in a short period of time and i think that also happened in another month too. then he said theres definitely a catholic backround. and someone has a rosary connected to A. just this passed sunday at church, i bought these wooden rosary beeds that were from Bethlehem and ive been telling myself i need to get back into saying the rosary. and my name is Amy so could that be a connection?? now this woman who he was talking to couldnt validate all of that information, so do you think that this was a Me 2 case? so this morning as i was praying before i left the house, i said to my siblings on the otherside and to my poppy and nanny i was like "send me a sign that i know it was you guys for that one reading" now with them they always send me pennies as ive talked about in previous posts.

so i park my car and as im telling my brother about the seminar i find this penny. im like thinking in my head to them "ok, is this really from you or just a coincidence? as im walking up the walk way to enter my school there is a penny sitting there and i pick it up and im like wow that was quick! so i was convinced then. but they took it one step further. im walking a few inches more and there is another penny!!! and i keep walking and i find another penny!!!! a total of 4 pennies in less than 5 minutes and i specifically asked the 4 of them to send me a sign and i get one from each of them!! isnt that wild! so that just validates for me that it was them. oh and before when my mom came home from work i was in the computer room telling her the story and as im telling her about the pennies the computer from across the room makes this noise--and yet it was turned off. she looks at me and goes "need i say more?"

so i think that was their way of telling me it was them.

ok well my story is not finished because I have not gotten to the part about my mom's reading!!!! but i didnt realize how late it is!! ohhh and i also have to tell you guys how i aksed him my question and other things he said!

so i hope you have enjoyed the first half of my posting. i will post more when im home from school and lacrosse practice tomorrow!!! god bless
TO BE CONTINUED!!! :goofy:
amy rose
(sorry this was so long lol)

Amy Rose
03-24-2004, 11:14 PM
oh one more thing i forgot about that reading!!! it just came to me as i was leaving. he said theres a J or G sounding name like Joe who plays the piano. my best friend joe (who we used to date but no longer do) is this amazing piano player. i mean its incredible the kind of music he plays and writes. and he has been one of my only friends my age (well hes 2 years older than me) that truly supports me and likes john. and what was funny was i hadnt seen him in a while and just this passed sunday i saw him and we were talking and i mentioned how i was going to see john this week and hes was so happy for me and hes like your meant to go there. he was one of the only friends that i told, that i was going to see john. so for john to say joe and piano that was pretty darn cool!!!!

ok im really tired now lol
to really be continued!!!!!!!!! :jumper: :lwink: :goofy:

teresa02
03-25-2004, 03:04 AM
WOW!!!

Amy I loved reading your post. I could feel your excitement over here!

Sounds like you did a great job with the flyers and lollipops - well done! How nice that Carol got a lollipop too!

Looking forward to hearing more about it all.

Teresa

Tracey123
03-25-2004, 03:14 AM
Phew what a great time you had Amy, i look forward to reading the rest of ur experience, iv got a little pouch where i keep all the penny`s i find. just started doing that a few weeks ago!!

Tracey

:daisy: :daisy: :daisy:

Roll on May 3!!!:D

Pam
03-25-2004, 07:08 AM
Amy, thank you so much for your description of events!!!

I'm so glad that you got to meet Carol, and that you got to see what a sweetheart she is. Don't worry about your letter getting to John. If Carol said she'd give it to him, you can bet your life that she will, because she's a Lady of her Word. :angel:

I'm glad she got a lolli too!!

We're very proud of Amy, you did a great job, and we're glad you got a chance to use your new found skills :thumbsup:

Believer
03-25-2004, 08:54 AM
Amy,

I think that was probably one of the best seminar posts I've ever read.

Your enthusiasim is totally contagious. I feel like I actually went myself.:jumper:

You did a wonderful job and thank you so much!

Dawn
03-25-2004, 09:21 AM
Amy, it is obvious that the reading was for you! You did such a great job with everything...you should definitely be giving yourself a "pat on the back"...sounds like you had an amazing time! Looking forward to reading more about it when you get a chance.....:jumper:

smkymtngrl
03-25-2004, 09:59 AM
Thank you so much for that post Amy! It was great. I'm glad you had such a wonderful time...I can't wait to hear the rest!

Heather

juie
03-25-2004, 10:14 AM
:jumper: Congrats Amy!!
Job well done indeed!! I can feel your excitment all the way in Texas!! I can't wait to read more from you.
It really sounds like you had a "me too". I especially think the rosary beads things was for you.
I have met Carol in the past too, and yes I agree with Pam- she will get your letter to John. How cool is that!!
It took a lot of guts to stand up and approach people the way you did- thanks for getting the word out!!

Julie

starlasue
03-25-2004, 10:16 AM
Amy

I don't know if everybody else read that post with the same speed that John delivers messages, but it had that effect on me - just out there all at once and I couldn't read fast enough to catch up! :lwink:

Can't wait for the next installment! I just love to read about everyone's experiences. :jumper:

Peace
starlasue

erdugal
03-25-2004, 10:55 AM
Goodness Amy, how on earth did you manage to get all of that information written down?!?!?! I felt like I was sitting right there next to you. :D

You sure had a full day from beginning to end. I can't wait to read the rest of your "report."


Blessings to All,

Linda
No. VA

PBPan
03-25-2004, 10:58 AM
:musicnote Amy.

God Bless you!!! The energy that poured out of you while you were capturing your reading is so infectious!!!

I know how hard it is to stand in front of people and talk, you did it!! That is so amazing and I am so happy and proud for you!!

Thank you for sharing your experiences and I am so excited to read more!!

Thank you!!! That is awesome that you got to meet Carol.... I have heard that she is quite a remarkable woman, in my opinion it is almost as cool as meeting John.

Thank you for letting us live your experience....

Blessings!!

Megan

chargeit2him
03-25-2004, 12:07 PM
Great Job Amy
after reading your post it brought back my memory of what had happened before our reading. I was like lost everything before and after and i really want to thank you again for the notes between yours and the lady that got read first I was able to put just about everything together. again thanks and will be looking for the second half.

Lou (Sandy's Hubbie)

Ann S
03-25-2004, 12:21 PM
Amy,
You should be a reporter. I really enjoyed reading about your exciting day. Well done with the flyers.
Me and Tracey123 are just as excited about going to the next Bridges date, we can not wait :jumper: We have every thing booked (flights, hotel ) we are just waiting now to go
I hope we meet other people off this board, is anyone else going.

Anyway look forward to part two of your tale
Ann

marcia
03-25-2004, 06:01 PM
Amy!!!
Great job you did and how exciting for you. Reading your post was like listening to someone excited talk 90 miles a minute...LOL. Good for you that you got to meet Carol. She is absolutely one of THE nicest people and if she said she'd get your letter into John's hands....it's as good as done.
Sorry about the mix up on your address, but glad it worked out ok in the end.
I now have the song "pennies from heaven" stuck in my mind :D
Beautiful way for your family to send you a hello, we're here!
I'm just so happy for you that you had such a good time. Thank you for sharing and thank you for doing such a great job passing out the fliers and lollies.

Marcia

gignyy
03-25-2004, 06:12 PM
((Amy))Thanks for the trip!!! I felt like I was right there with you:jumper: GREAT POST:jumper:

Gail
03-25-2004, 06:12 PM
(((Amy))) You are doing a fantastic report on the seminar. :jumper: I really enjoyed reading everything you've written so far. :)


Gail

Amy Rose
03-25-2004, 10:37 PM
wow i am just overwhelmed by all of your feedback!!! i can just feel the positive energy!!! thank you all for posting it really means a lot to me!!!

ok i am finally done with my homework and have time to finish where i left off!! :cuser:

as i was saying....

ok so a while after my me 2 reading and i believe it was shortly after the 5 min break, john decides to take questions again and of course i shoot my hand up. at first he is picking people in the other section. and then he comes over to my section and i get my hand up there so quickly and he points at me and my goodness i felt like i was going to faint i was so incredibly excited!!! you have no idea how long i had been praying for a moment like this. everytime i have been to a seminar i have tried to ask a question but never did (the last seminar he even picked my mom for a question and then he told me how i was going across the atlantic) so this time i was determined i would ask him a question. so john picks me and everyone else sat while asking their question but im like what the heck im gonna stand up!!! so there i stand up and i believe i said hi john and at first i didnt have a mike, so as im talking hes like "can we get her a mike!" im like yay!! so one of his friendly workers comes over and gives me the mike. so my question was "what does it mean when you are in one of my dreams?" (lately i have been having these really vivid dreams with john in them and i swear its like im really communicating with him even though its a dream. its like so incredibly real!!) so ive been wondering what it means. so when i asked it he laughs and i think at first he didnt understand i was talking about him and im like "yeah lately i have been having these really vivid dreams with you in it and its really like im talking to you!" i think i said something else but at this moment i really cant remember what i said!!! so there i am and john is really talking to me i mean looking me in the eyes---i was about ready to cry i was so incredibly happy!!! it was really a dream come true to me to be talking to him like this. he must have been talking to me for about 2 or 3 minutes!! ok this is what my mom said what he said to me "something like when i dream about him it means it was symbolic of me being open to the process. he said a lot of people have had similiar things. he felt that i was open to receiving messages and the whole process." which is extremely true. man i felt like this :goofy: and for the life of me i cant remember what he was saying to me but thank god my mom remembered!! when he was talking to me i was just looking into his eyes and just connecting with him. it was like i was in another world!! im sure my soul remembers the entire expereince but right now it really feels like a cloud 9 expereince!!!

so then after he did more readings which at the moment i cant recall but i think eventually it will come to me. lol then he comes over to my section (there were 2 sections split by an aisle)
and he comes over and starts pointing in our direction that someone died from suffocation.. and then he said he was sorry to get into detail but he seemed like a hanging. a lady a few rows back thought it was for her but john didnt think so. so then the woman Leigh ann who was sitting next to my mom and Lisa could validate it because her husband had committed suicide by hanging himself. (this woman took her mother with her all the way from california. ) and before the event began my mom and lisa were talking with them for the longest time. and i was so touched when i heard that leigh ann was praying for us to get a reading since she knew we had been to seminars before and never got a reading. how nice is that?! and at the same time my mom was praying for leigh ann and her mother to get a reading. so here they both are praying for each other. at first leigh ann was hesitant to answer, but you could see her mother kept nudging her but she was very patient. so then once she established that it was her husband more information began coming thru. i didnt write it all down because at the time Lisa was writing it down. but then John said "Who's Ben..Benny...yeah its Benny.." and i look at my mom and i turn around and im like mother hello your grandfather! ( i never knew my mom's grandpa but i always heard stories about him.) then he kept saying something about Silver..or a Silver coin.. john is persistance and he keeps saying it. leigh ann cant validate it and im like mom just say it! so then my mom is like "john, i have a benny connection and he lived in Little Silver.." john accepts that and then hes like and who's the a like ann--my mom is ava and im amy.. then he was like and theres like 8 kids in the family? and my mother's grandfather was from a big family--she thinks it is 8 but she will validate it once my grandma is back from China(it was her mom's dad.) and then he is like and theres a february connection--my mom's birthday and her dad's birthday is in february. then hes like and your father has passed? (ooh and what i realized in the car ride home when i woke up from my nap i realized the night before i had a dream about my mom's dad--i really didnt know him that well because he lived in texas and he died about 8 years ago.but i had this dream with him and his math problems because he was this really good mathematician. and ironically a few weeks before my mom found some of his math papers and problems.. and that day i saw about 3 times license plates from texas) so then after john is saying this information to my mom he brings thru a female to the side of the male who had an arm issue like a stroke and i believe leigh ann validated that one. but it also sounds like my grandma because towards the end she had a stroke in her arm. then he was saying he was seeing the 2 bands like someone was married twice, and my mom's dad was married twice. and then he said something about other changes like an issue with his family. then he went back to leigh ann and was saying he was a poet, like a very lyrical man. Then he was bringing up June and leigh ann couldnt validate june but we could--june 13 was when my mom had her second miscarriage. then after he said this he looks at me and points in my direction and says to me "and was someone shot? i feel an impact like a shot" i think for a second and im like omg yes! my great uncle dan was shot. he was my grandma's oldest brother(the one who lived down the street from me who i was close to and passed last may)now i can remember when i was younger my grandma always told me stories about uncle dan and how he was shot when he was a little boy like 12 years old and she was only 9. and i can still hear her telling me how it was an accident how their neighbor had a gun for hunting season in PA and the gun went off by accident and the neighbor was so upset he said he would do anything to my grandma's dad and her dad told them to move away and they did. so i was very impressed that uncle dan came thru. and actually my brother was named after him because his name is daniel. so i thought that was cool he came thru.
then he was talking about a wallet, and i actually have my grandfather's wallet and a few months ago i was going thru it. then he was saying something about a gift from an aparition site. what was ironic about that was on the way up to long island, my mom, monica and lisa and i were talking about Medjagoria (i think ive spelled that wrong) but that is the site where there has been visions of Mary. and here we were just discussing this and monica even showed us her rosary beeds from there and how part of it was turning gold when she blessed it with the holy water. and my mom had mentioned how many people from our church has gone on pilgrimages there.. so john is talking about this gift and im like yes i know what your talking about and so i start describing the gift--many years back i remember when i was little my mom got this gift from someone from church and is was this small statue of the blessed mother and surrounded at the bottom of her feet where rocks from Medjagoria that were blessed. i always liked that when i was little and i had thought of it when we had been talking about it earlier. my mom was surprised i remembered. and john accepted what i was saying so there again i was talking to him!

and then after that i really dont recall the readings (but i think i will eventually) i was just so happy and blessed that we had received that reading and even that me too reading before because i know in my heart that it was them connecting with us before. theres no doubt in my mind that it wasnt them. it really makes me feel good because i have always prayed for my siblings and kept them in my life even though i never met them and grew up physically without them. they would have been around my age like 15 and 16. so just to get that short validation was enough for me. it really made me happy and really just validated that they are with me.

so after my mom and leigh ann's reading, they realized the connection they had. leigh ann's husband died on my mom's birthday which was feb 15. they exchanged emails and stuff so they are going to keep in touch.

but like i said before the common theme of the session was that one spirit would bring thru someone else's family. i thought that was just really awesome.

so then john took more questions. and he was just in a really good mood and very humorous. one lady asked him how he liked being a guest on will and grace and he explained how he had such a fun time. he said he normally doesnt do tv because he cant act and he said something like they had been asking him for 2 years and he finally said yes. he told them he wouldnt do a reading skit because you would have to stage it and he wouldnt want people thinking because that was staged, that cross over was stage. so he didnt want to give america the wrong impression. thats when he suggested the book signing. he said he was so nervous about it and when he called sandra she was like john how many book signings have you done! just pretend like its just another signing. he also said jack adlibbed everything! i thought that was just great!!! he said the whole cast is just so friendly and funny!!

then someone else asked about the show and he said crossing over was like high school, which is 4 years and now its time to graduate. he said something like we all have learned from it and now its time to take what we have learned and put it into action. he said something like owning it is knowing it (thats what it looks like from my notes at this time my hand writing was just so shaky so it looks like owning? lol sorry!) and then he said if there was another oppurtunity he would do it under the right circumstances or something like that. but he seemed very positive and you know after hearing him say everything i just totally understand. he was like yes crossing over has crossed over.

then some how someone's question mentioned the TV guide article which immediately made me think of that whole disscussion. well he explained that recently he had an interview with tv guide and he was saying how in some parts of the country CO is on like 6 times a day. he said in most of the country it is on in the middle of the day when people are getting their kids running errands or just arent in the right mind frame. he said how the intensity at having the show at those times were different rather than watching it at 11 on sci fi when you are winding down. i completely understood what he means. he was like it can be very intense at those hours during your day and thats when he said how many funerals can you go to? he said it is reality intensive and it is an emotional subject matter. at that moment i just really understand what he meant in his article. so i was glad he mentioned about that.

i believe he went over the time limit to answer questions because he was supposed to end at 9:30 but it seemed like 10. and then he reiterated that we really dont need a medium that we can be the mediums ourselves.. and also mentioned how we miss our loved ones but they dont miss us. ohhh yes and someone asked about what he thought about reincarnation and he laughed and he was like well when i go I am not coming back any time soon!! i have too many people up there and im going to enjoy myself and he laughed. i cant remember what else he said but knowing myself, it will come to me at the most random time lol

and then he said goodbye and he walked out where he came in from right passed us!!

i found the night to be just an incredible expereince. i really feel like i learned so much and just by watching him work and helping people i feel the calling that i really need to get back into a regular schedule of meditating and all the psychic exercises. i have been slacking and just seeing him what he does up close and personal, reminded me of last june when my friend who is a medium had a workshop for the day and there i had given a reading to this woman, and it was the most humbling feeling in the world and i knew at that moment i wanted to help people like this. so i really feel like i need to get back on the right track on my spiritual journey. just watching john really inspires me. i just felt so recharged and relaxed. it really was wonderful.

then afterwards i realized i was so excited about giving carol the letter that i forgot my return address!!!!!!! so im thinking oh man what an idiot i must be! but i went up to one of john's workers, i dont know her name, but she seemed really nice and i explained to her how i was talking to carol before and i gave her my letter and that i was so excited i forgot my return address!! she said it was not a problem and that i could write it down on a piece of paper and she would give it to them! i was like god bless you!! so hopefully my address and email got attached to the letter.

ohh and you know a weird thing happened. today i was anxious to read the letter i wrote him on my computer. as im reading my letter half of it is on gone on my computer! i dont understand how that happened. but i know for sure i had typed and printed out the entire thing because i clearly remember writing something in the ending paragraph like "thank you for changing my life. may god continue to bless you and all your future endeavors." i know i typed somethng like that and sincerely amy because i remember signing my name with my pen. so im quite positive i printed the entire thing because i remember doing spell check, and on the letter that was left had a few errors. so i pray to god that it was the right letter! i just dont understand why i cant see it all. i got so worried that it was messed up but i have faith in myself that i printed the right one because i remember typing and seeing the full letter. geez!

ohh and then tonight when my mom came home from choir practice she said the strangest thing happened that twice she heard bells that were the sound of her grandfather's doorbell--it was a very specific sound i believe something like the westminster chime? whatever it was, my mom said it was really freaky and she hadnt heard those chimes in a while. my mom is still taking it all in! shes like "wow we really did get that reading it feels like a dream!" shes really psyched.

so thank you all for listening to me ramble on about my expereince! i will probably remember other things as the days go on and when i do recall something i will post it! lol im still so excited and still cant believe this has happened. it really is a dream come true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
talk to you all soon!!!!!!!!
:jumper:
god bless!!!
much love,
amy:goofy: :cuser:

PBPan
03-26-2004, 12:11 AM
Amy

:musicnote That is so utterly amazing!!!!! Thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing your experience. I don't know if John will be returning to CA this year, so it was so nice to read your experience in such thorough detail, it totally reminded me of my experience last August.

(See Blue Rose Validation)

That is so awesome that not only did you get to ask John a question but you also got a reading, and you got to meet Carol. No wonder you are still flying higher than a kite.

Totally can relate to that euphoria. All I have to do is close my eyes and I hear John say "they are showing me blue roses.." I do find it interesting that since Nov. 4 there have been no obvious references to Blue Roses. Hm... but I digress....

Thank you for sharing your experience!!!

Yay!!

:jumper:
:)
Megan

PS> Don't worry about your letter, my favorite letter's I've written to John somehow oddly disappeared or portions disappeared after I'd written them. I think it has something to do with the other side, and for us to not focus on that but the experiences we've had and to stay connected to one another. God Bless you!!

chargeit2him
03-26-2004, 05:49 AM
Amy , I had such a great time and reading your post made me happy again. Since I have been home I have talked to my family members. I asked about the carrot incident and both my sisters mentioned that mom was very adiment that if she cooked the food we had to eat it. :( No matter what it was . I'm still checking on other things but I completely forgot about the "wicked" comment . I do plan on writing a note to John in a few weeks when I come down off the clouds.

Sandy

tinkster
03-26-2004, 06:12 AM
Sweet Amy -

I've just finished reading your wonderfully detailed summary of your experience at the Bridges seminar... WOW! Thank you for taking the time to share it with all of us and I am so-o-o happy for your having had such a positive and affirming experience!

Blessings -
tinkster :-)

Amy Rose
03-26-2004, 10:38 PM
thank you all again for your kind words!!!

i love how Megan said "no wonder how you are still flying higher than a kite" Oh so true!!! i am still amazed by it all!!!! it really does just blow my mind!!!

blue roses now that sounds familiar. i think i have heard it on the show before but for some reason i think i have heard him say it at one of his seminars.. im trying to recall which one it was.. perhaps it was the AC or wallingford one.. not sure but im positive i know i have heard him refer to that live before!

wow reading that some of your letters to john have disappeared as well gave me the chills!! i tried looking for it again, but it is the same as yesterday. i like your explanation that we shouldnt focus so much on the expereinces but being connected to one another. you couldnt have said it any better!!!! thank you for saying that!!!

sandy im glad you enjoyed the posts!! i bet it was nice remembering what happened before and after your reading since i bet you totally were on cloud 9!!! im still so happy for you!! i still cant believe this has all happened!!


oh another thing i remembered about the seminar. some one asked him about the retreat, and he said surprisingly he has received a lot of letters in favor of the Spa Resort in Arizona. he said he would have thought people would have gone for the hawaii or carribean ones. but nothing is definite because i did talk to carol about it and she said they havent picked a location yet and it will be for a while.. so start saving those pennies!

ohh another thing he talked about was a person asked him a question about ghosts. he said he doesnt like to use the word ghost because everyone has a sterotypical idea of a ghost. he said something about when he took the crew of CO down to the carribean as a thank you for the past 4 years, twice he almost got electricuted. he said it at one point it was like 3 "ghosts" had took him to save him from getting hurt and at that point he did a funny motion with his body and began laughing. he then explained how the almost getting electricuted was actually a friend's loved one coming thru because they were electricuted or something like that. so he had to call his friend up and tell them so and so was coming thru.

if i remember any more about the night i will post!!

thank you all again for listening!!! god bless you all!!!
love,
amy:lwink:

chargeit2him
03-27-2004, 07:22 AM
Now that my "psychic memory loss" has cleared a little. John was also asked about his long waiting list . Someone mentioned what happened if someone passed away before they had a chance to be read and John told us about something that happened like that. He said that he was doing a private reading with a man and the whole time a woman kept saying to him " it's my appointment " John couldn't figure out what that meant so he told the guy that the woman was saying "it's my appointment " the guy replied that the appointment was origionally his mothers and she passed but when they called about the appointment he decided to go anyway. That was his mom saying he had "her appointment" He got a laugh out of that.

Gail
03-27-2004, 07:39 AM
It just shows that if you have an appointment for a reading with John, no matter how long it takes and where you are, you are going to be there. :D

marcia
03-27-2004, 07:55 AM
Amy,
Your pure excitement at your experience definitely makes me smile, and I need one this week.
Everything that happened for you was so absolutely meant to be.
Enjoy that cloud you're on sweetie!

Marcia

Amy Rose
03-27-2004, 12:09 PM
glad you mentioned that Sandy!!! i totally forgot about that but now i remember that clearly!!! ohh yeah i remember something else he was talking about. some one had asked him did he ever do a reading for a person who killed a person and he said yes. he said a while ago, he did this private reading at this womans house and he said the reading was going well and the lady was like and your sure shes not mad at me? now the place were this was at was this middle of nowhere location and john went alone and didnt tell anyone where he was. then she blurted out "Because i killed her!!" john was like "what do you mean you killed her!" john was laughing as he told the story.

marcia thank you for your kind words!!! im glad i was able to help make you smile!! that just makes my day!!!
talk to you all later!!!
amy:lwink:

Steluna
03-28-2004, 06:28 AM
You did such a wonderful job with the flyers and the lollopops and an even better job of telling us about your terrific experience at the seminar. I bet John could see your aura from miles away!! I think that is something that happens at the smaller seminars. When my husband and I went to LI for our Bridges seminar, I had a number of visual exchanges with John to the point where my husband commented 'gee, why is John looking at us so often!' While lots of people don't have actual readings, I think John makes many connections in this way. It was a very nourishing experience - almost like connecting with the other side without the specific information.
I can't tell you how much I appreciated your detailed descriptions, your excitement and energy. It made your seminar experience very real and so much fun! You do a great job. Thanks so much!!

Diane

teresa02
03-28-2004, 10:22 AM
Well done Amy!!

I'm so pleased for you, and also for us because you "speak" about it so well!!

Teresa

Amy Rose
03-28-2004, 11:46 AM
aww thank you teresa!

steluna, thank you for bringing that up!!!! you know that makes perfect sense!!! and how funny before i was thinking what if he saw my aura and i also was just thinking about auras in general and was telling my friend Joe (who john mentioned) about the whole expereince and about john's beautiful white aura!!! wow thank you for posting that--that really just validates my expereince even more!!!!!!!!

again i really just want to say thank you for everyone for being so happy and supportive about my expereince!!!! i appreciate so much!! i love you all!!!! god bless!!!
amy

PBPan
03-28-2004, 10:54 PM
:musicnote Amy you have a gift. Thank you so very much for sharing all of your memories of this experience. It was a very nice surprise to read all that has transpired over the past few days.

I'll try adding the link to check out the blue roses experience....
post #17

http://www.johnedwardtalk.org/showthread.php?t=8545&page=2&pp=10&highlight=Blue+Roses+San+Francisco


:)
Megan

Phigalilly
03-30-2004, 02:51 PM
Thanks Amy! It was so much fun reading your posts, I felt like I was there too!

Amy Rose
03-30-2004, 10:36 PM
you're very welcome!!!

i cant believe that it was all a week ago!!! boy time flies!!! :angel3:

erdugal
04-02-2004, 09:59 AM
Amy, I wanted to tell you again how much I enjoyed reading about your experiences on the day of your reading. In fact, I actually printed out both your and Sandy's recollections from the seminar to take home with me. I asked my husband if he wanted to read them and he said "Oh, yes!" He was really happy to hear that you both were read.

Anyway, we were driving into Wash., D.C. last Saturday night to see Josh Groban in concert. I brought the printout with me and read it to him in the car while we were sitting in traffic on Int. 66. Reading it out loud was just as enjoyable as when I first read it to myself. :)

Thanks again for sharing your experiences with all of us!! :thumbsup:

Blessings to All,

Linda
NO. VA

Amy Rose
04-02-2004, 11:55 PM
aww linda that is just so sweet that you printed our posts out and read them to your husband!!!! that just touched my heart!!! it really means a lot to me that you (and everyone else) have enjoyed the posts! thanks again!!!
god bless!!!
amy :love: