Stephanie
02-03-2005, 07:19 PM
I'm not sure where this is supposed to go, so I picked this folder. To the moderators: Feel free to move this where it is supposed to be. Just let me know so I can find it.
I'm going to ask a kinda out-there question. Have you ever had someone so on your mind, that every where you look, you see a part of that person? Kinda what JE talked about Soul-Imprinting. Only for a person who as far as I know is very much still on This Side.
For the past two to three nights I've been having dreams about this friend. I've been watching tv, and a guy's mannerisms reminded me of my friend. Heck, even watching another tv show, the guy looked just like my friend.
I wrote down in my journal all about this friend, hoping that it would let my mind release what I've been feeling, but no. I should define this "friend". He was an instructor of mine in college. He cared very much for all his students, and just was a loving energy to be around. We, as his students would do anything for him, and I believe he in return did alot for us. When I say we as his students, he had to of had over 300 in any given year. Add the alumni on top of that, you have a very beloved man. As you may of guessed, he left our university after being there 25 years and establishing a Legend. He sort of disappeared for a long a time, to resurface in the shadows at another school. Though, since we all found out, we haven't been able to reach him.
So back to my original question: Is this just my mind trying to deal with the fact that I might never see him again? Then why is it trying to fit his image into everything I see? Sure, I miss him, but people come into and out of our lives everyday. I've learned to deal with this...except for this past week.
Any ideas would help me out.
Clasclar
I'm going to ask a kinda out-there question. Have you ever had someone so on your mind, that every where you look, you see a part of that person? Kinda what JE talked about Soul-Imprinting. Only for a person who as far as I know is very much still on This Side.
For the past two to three nights I've been having dreams about this friend. I've been watching tv, and a guy's mannerisms reminded me of my friend. Heck, even watching another tv show, the guy looked just like my friend.
I wrote down in my journal all about this friend, hoping that it would let my mind release what I've been feeling, but no. I should define this "friend". He was an instructor of mine in college. He cared very much for all his students, and just was a loving energy to be around. We, as his students would do anything for him, and I believe he in return did alot for us. When I say we as his students, he had to of had over 300 in any given year. Add the alumni on top of that, you have a very beloved man. As you may of guessed, he left our university after being there 25 years and establishing a Legend. He sort of disappeared for a long a time, to resurface in the shadows at another school. Though, since we all found out, we haven't been able to reach him.
So back to my original question: Is this just my mind trying to deal with the fact that I might never see him again? Then why is it trying to fit his image into everything I see? Sure, I miss him, but people come into and out of our lives everyday. I've learned to deal with this...except for this past week.
Any ideas would help me out.
Clasclar