An Experience

[mysticsoul]

Hello

I am not sure if this is the right place for this posting, but I had an experience very early this morning and was hoping for some insight...I do not feel it was a dream. It pertains to my mother, who passed away a few months back...and I am still greiving her passing....thank you.

I had woken up (I have a really bad cold) to spray my throat for it was hurting...then laidd back down and it seemed that as soon as I closed my eyes I felt a presence come to me so I opened my eyes and saw a form beside my bed...I said is that you mom? Then I closed my eyes and opened them again and the form was gone, and once again closed my eyes...once I did I then I felt a shift on the edge of my bed so I looked and I saw her hands reaching to me, I spoke again and said over and over "mom, I love you so much", as I am saying that her hands reach closer to me until I see her arms....then I reach out to her hands and hold them, once I did that, she rose up from the floor and I saw her, her eyes were closed (although I sensed they were a deep indigo blue shade - although her physical eyes were a deep brown just as mine are), she was smiling, she was very pale, and when I held her hand it felt cool (not warm, and yet not cold and her skin was soft)....and as I am saying "mom, I love you" over and over, she is nodding her head.....then I opened my eyes and looked around my room....she was gone, so was the energy.....then I said to myself, finally I connected with her...

You see since she passed I have not wanted to connect with her (I am usually able to connect with those that pass over)...and I think that is because if I do then it is to me final that she really is gone (I know, she is not really - that her energy is still here, but that is how I have been feeling - I did not want it to be real, I wanted to hold on to the illusion that it was just an illusion that she died - her physical body - I wanted to believe that my phone would ring and I would hear her voice, etc).....this may sound weird...but to me if felt as though it was her physical body I connected with....but her soul was not there...that it was to show me that she is gone physically and her soul is no longer with her body...so now I can move on......

What are your thoughts?

[PBPan]

Wow!

What a powerful experience! It seems she came at a time when you needed it most. Perhaps there was a part of you that was willing to move to the next part of dealing with the physical loss of your mum.

Just goes to show that the bonds of love that connect us here in the physical world transcend to the next level :love:

:musicnote

Megan

[mysticsoul]

Hi PBPan

I believe so, when I went to bed that night I had asked the Universe to assist me with healing my grieving and being able to shift to the next level of healing. Although I will say that I did not want to connection to end, I wanted to keep holding her hands.

[Ancestor]

I lost my Grandfather three years ago and in my case it was a dream but the kind of dream the felt like you were wide awake. My Grandfather entered my dream to let me know he was okay now and that everything was going to be alright. I have many times felt someone climb into bed with me and hug me also gently holding me. I feel spirits come to us in ways we are opened to and for me it is not seeing them awake but in dreams. I told my Grandfather before he died I did not need proof that we would be okay because I had faith that he would. Still I am so honored that he came to me and it is a memory I shall never forget.:D