The amazing other side - my messages from the group read in Chicago

[enlightenme]

Prepare to be amazed! I wasn't going to post or mention, as you all have probably read Pam's story....she really needed a reading. But the other side and their ability to get together with such cohesiveness to come to a group is a story worth telling. I truly believe this is what happened, there were more connections made, but the one that by far outweighed them all were the ones that Pam asked for and needed.

Here's my story:

( I had a "daughter" to me, Luna, my baby girl, die from a fluid overload from an IV run at too fast a rate which filled her lungs and caused her passing. Although she was a cat she is more evolved and actually a person to me ...even came to Doreen Molloy as a person!)

JH: I've got a couple of kids too that want to come through for you too,also. allright, I don't know where I'm gonna place these yet. I understand, this is the one who visited me before. Is there a drowning connection for this group please? Some type of fluid to the lungs or drowning connection. (I was about to raise my hand and he was already saying to Pam that he wanted to hear this woman meaning Pam had claimed it. I wasn't too sure it was mine, but I had asked Luna as a passing thought after I got off the plane at the rental car lot, Luna why don't you go and see him early if you plan on coming through today? And JH said the ONE. Fluid to the lungs in essence drowning her fit, but Pam had actual drownings...not sure if me still )
Pam: I have 2 close friends that passed that way
JH: drowning or congestive heart failure or ...why am I gurgling.
Pam: It was an actual drowning.
JH: Is one of them female? (It's Luna! but its going to quick and what if its not??)
Pam: Nooooo
JH: Ok, that's alright, watch this,watch, look at me.. say your name.
(he's staying there so it must fit for her...just a hello from Luna?)
Pam: Pam
JH: Why would I get one of them as, again,I'll get this, sometimes I get the sex wrong, ok?, is one of them- gentleman more sensitive than the other guy? Is one of them an artist? Is one of them.
Pam: exactly
JH:you understand this?
Pam: yes
JH: Sometimes they could be, they could be gay alright alright. I'm not putting that there but sometimes that's how I get it like that. Ok, alright. so this person came to me earlier. Say your name for me
Pam: Pam
JH: Yeah. When I was...sometimes they can't wait and I'll say to them, remember for that woman who said their talking off her head alot, I'll say to them I'm busy see you at the event. I knew there was a drowning connection. (AGAIN?? That's gotta be Luna and I should say something!)

JH then moved onto her mom and the fact he wasn't gonna read the whole row.(ok, moments passed, it was probably her with a hello!)

JH: Pam I'm gonna go right over there to you now. (ME?? oh, nevermind it's not me duh!) Are the number 1 daughter..(chills, is that really her? Why did I feel it was me when he was already reading Pam B?)

JH continues about Pam's mom being responsible one and taking care of her. (I took care of Luna, but hey, that's probably a stretch right?)

JH:A big Thank You. A big Thank You. A big Thank You. (tears are rolling slowly out my eyes....you'll see why in a few minutes...refer back to this)

JH: Is there cancer to the lungs with her please?
Pam: nooooo
JH: You've got another connection with emphysema or yes, another mother. Emphysema, cancer to the lungs. It's ok, It's alright. Pam I'm staying with you. (my father died of emphysema... he and Luna set off an alarm after a touching Cross Country episode and I felt both their energies as a physical field in the room. I sat down and one of the energies "shrunk" and sat on my lap - my Luna...it happened can't rationalize it away...dad brought her then, is he bringing her now?)

Somebody (?) claimed it as their father with emphysema still here.

JH: Mom makes me aware as hard as she tried to stay here, you knew she was ready. You understand this? She tried to stay here. (BAM! It's Luna here too with Pam's mom, a direct validation of the ADC I had just last month where she apologized for taking the time - an hour long ordeal of her leaving and coming back into her body after her heart stopped and the medical team had run the code only once to bring her heart back - by far THE worst and hardest day of my life. When I saw Doreen Molloy and she came through I asked to know that she was ok. I got that. Then I wondered what happens to someone in essence murdered through negligence? Was it truly her time to die? Was she stuck in limbo like Sylvia promotes? That's when I got my visit. Then I got the communication from her and/or my guides answering my questions through songs where she apologized that she didn't see how if affected me, the ordeal was her deciding to stay or go.

JH goes onto the Hi to my girls and the plant references for Pam.
( I start thinking ok, is she done? was that real...then the seal the deal comes...)

[Pam]

Yes, it's the "ME TOO" readings, even Lori had so many "me too's" that our readings were all woven together. Wait until you hear her adoption connection, and what do we do with our pets who come into our family? We adopt them! It's my dad who has emphysemia, still on this side.

There's more? :)

[enlightenme]

JH:Making me aware. Greatest respect of love coming through. making me aware. Thank you for letting me go. Were you with her when she passed?

Pam: No, we just missed her. We think she did that on purpose.

(I'm surprised I didn't lose it completely, just mere tears rolling steadily down my face - to which the guy across the aisle staring at me found very confusing! the only reason I didn't lose it and jump up was that I felt Luna's energy with a different "new to me" energy between me and the stage....the story of how I knew it was her energy is coming up. It was calming and soothing and I knew without ANY shadow of a doubt it was her)

JH:Sometimes, you could be with her 24 hrs/day, 7 days/wk, the minute you go to the bathroom they go - they wouldn't put you throught that. I feel that you knew this was the day or you knew that this was gonna happen anytime. ok?

Pam:yes

(The vets kicked me out after over 70 minutes of Luna "deciding" and she looked like she wanted to stay...they were gonna save her. I just made it to my car in the parking lot to "melt down" and they were calling my cell to tell me her heart stopped and this time they couldn't get her back. I had a reading with Doreen Molloy because I had to know she wasn't in Limbo like Sylvia claims because she was murdered through negligence and I didn't know if it truly was her time to go. she had come through with that. After her passing I had and ADC where her and my dad set off an alarm on an indoor/outdoor thermometer and made it beep like a metal detector finding metal as I went upstairs to find the noise after having just watched a crossing over and being very emotional about it. There was a presence of energy in almost touchable form - I could almost see and feel it. I lost it and broke down sitting on the bed trying to shut off the alarm I didn't even know was on that thing. Even taking the batteries out didn't work. I then felt coldness and energy on my lap! It was Luna. For about 5 minutes I got to pet her again, but I was so totally out of control crying I couldn't enjoy it. When I told my mom later about it she asked why I cried. I couldn't answer then, I can now. When something like that happens to you it touches your very SOUL, it is too beautiful and at the same time such bittersweetness for the loss of her physically here.
At least this time all I could feel was calm soothing love and amazement at her love for me to come do this AGAIN!! - doreen, 2 visits and now this)

JH: You must've said when she's ready she's gonna go. And she's ready.

Pam:absolutely true, she almost died the exact same way 2 years ago and I wasn't ready to let her go.

( Ok, so I KNEW at the time of her passing that Luna sent me away to go. In addition I had another communication with her or her giving info to my guides where she came through and apologized because she was trying to decide to stay or go and didn't see what it was doing to me at the time. It was truly her time. 2 years prior, like Pam's mom, she should've been dead from kidney shutdown. I connected with her soul through her eyes and said to her then, if you need to go then I understand but I feel that I didn't have enough time to get to know you - I'm not ready to let you go....just give me a couple years to get to know you. I got clairaudiently (from her? guides?) I'm gonna be fine. I trusted that when everything else pointed to my denial. She rebounded and was medical miracle for 2 years without hardly any problems after the initial couple months. I KNEW she had chosen to stay with me then because I wasn't ready. Her actual passing was 2 years later....I got my couple years.)

JH moves on to the cracker reference
JH is then asking what state Pam is in and where's her sister. Pam replies in Md. (my family is all in Maryland!)

JH: September has gotta be significant in the family also.
(both my dad's birthday and mine are in the same week at end of September - the emphysema and also birthday mentioned at very beginning of Lori's reading go back 3 weeks end of sept beginning of oct. My dad's was 25th and mine the 29th. Until JH said this then, I only felt Luna....but I wonder if his shy self wasn't standing right along with her like before - bringing me what I needed!! When I saw JE last May I told my dad to come through with our birthdays in sept. plus my dad's birthday is the same as JE's sons and told dad to use that!!)

:eek: :tissue: Worth telling right??
I don't know for sure if I'm stretching to fit for my dad, but there is not a shadow of a doubt when I felt Luna's energy with Pam's moms energy between me and the stage.

:dance: :hearts: :candle: :clap: Thanks to all on the other side for such awesome coordination!!

[enlightenme]

sorry, had to type 2nd half AGAIN!!! as if once through wasn't hard enough!!


Forgot the adoption thing too!! When Luna came with or through my guides apologizing, she also answered a question I posed to her as a 'prove this is really happening question'. I was worried she would see my adoption of the 2 other cats, Amstell and Tux as her replacement, especially the girl Amstell who needed the special attention. I got my reply as she's ok with it and she (amstell) needs me to take care of her like I took care of Luna!!:love: :tissue:

So she answered through the getting together from over there EVERY SINGLE THING I had asked and wanted confirmed. Other than the telling her to go see JH in the morning from the car lot I had not asked not anticipated any reading. That direct communication touches your soul so much deeper than any medium. But it's always nice to hear it elsewhere just to say hey, that actually happened.

[sunny1]

I had a similar experience. I went to see Sylvia Brown in May wit a friend. I took my father in laws watch, as I really wanted to know if I had a message from him for my husband. I was so hoping he would come through. I went to see Sylvia and had never heard of John Holland before. But there I was and he opend for Sylvia
he did some readings and I was so like, wow this guy is cool.
Nonetheless, I did not get read. I did not get a message from Sylvia, or John. I went home empty handed. However, later in the day when I got home I got a stong strong sense of my father in law. Like you were saying with Luna. Like I knew he was aware of my wanting him to come through. Even though I did not what I wanted I did get a strong sense of him... Just like he was alive and in the room with me, his presence was felt.
So I am sure for whatever it is worth that when you felt Luna she was with you.
Godspeed,
Geryl

[Amy Rose]

Wow!!!!!!! Thank you Pam for sharing your story!!!!!!!!!! It was incredible being a part of the energy when our circle opened up. I'm so happy for you that your Luna came through. How beautiful! :cat: :)