Acceptance

[slswain74]

I WENT TO SEE JOHN IN SAN ANTONIO, AS I HAD EXPECTED I DID NOT GET A READING. LET ME ADD THAT I WENT TO HIS SEMINAR ALONG WITH MY HUSBAND. HIS PARENTS PASSED AWAY IN 96- I NEVER GOT TO MEET THEM. I LEFT THE SEMINAR WITHIUT A READING BUT STILL AMAZED AT WHAT I HAD WITNESSED.
THE FOLLOWING DAY I ATTENDED HIS SEMINAR IN HOUSTON, MY HUSBAND DID NOT ATTEND THAT ONE. GUESS WHO SHOWED UP--- MY MOTHER IN LAW. I HAD HEARD STORIES AND KNEW ENOUGH INFORMATION TO VALIDATE. I LEFT THE SEMINAR SPEACHLESS. I WENT HOME AND TOLD MY HUSBAND AND FOR THE FIRST TIME HE ACTUALLY TOLD MY THAT HE COULD FINALLY ACCEPT THE DEATH OF HIS PARENTS, WHICH HE HAD NOT BEEN ABLE TO DO. IN SPEAKING WITH HIM HE EXPRESSED A SUDDEN FEELING OF CONTENT AND FEELING OF OVERALL PEACE. I GUESS THAT GOES TO SHOW YA IF YOU ARE MEANT TO RECEIVE A READING YOU WILL. AFTERALL HOW ELSE CAN YOU EXPLAIN HOW HE COULD PICK ME OUT OF 2600 PEOPLE.

[AmyJ]

Stephanie,
You are right about those who are suppose to get the message do. Sounds like your husband needed it also. After my reading I have a totally different feeling about death and those that have died. It's like a quiet acceptance verses the jolting shock I used to feel when I used to think about them. It's still sad that they aren't here but we will be together again when it's time. Welcome, and please share more about your reading if you feel comfortable doing so!!
AmyJ:)

[slswain74]

HI AMY,

THANK YOU-
WELL WHAT CAN I SAY- SEEING JOHN IN PERSON IS INCREDIBLE-
OK--JOHN FIRST STARTED WITH SAYING THAT HE WAS GETTING A "GS" NAME THAT WOULD BE A MOTHER FIGURE--HE ALSO SAID THAT SHE WAS COMING THROUGH WITH THE MONTH OF JULY--(THAT WAS THE MONTH IN WHICH SHE DIED)- HE ALSO THEN WENT ON TO SAY THAT HE WAS GETTING THE SOMETHING THAT SOUNDED LIKE AARON.. (MY STEP-SONS NAME) THEN HE WENT ON WITH SAYING - HE WAS GETTING THE # 3..( THERE ARE 3 GRANDCHILDREN.. SHE ALSO CAME THROUGH WITH WHAT JOHN FELT WAS A SEPERATION OF 1 CHILD OR GRANDCHILD FROM THE OTHER..THAT SHE WAS SEPERATING 1 FROM THE OTHER LIKE 2-1 .. WHICH HE SAID COULD MEAN 2 BOYS 1 GIRL...VICE VERSA.. JOHN ALSO STATED THAT SHE WAS ACKNOWLEDGING THAT SHE DID NOT MEET ONE IN THIS LIFE TIME.( THERE WERE 3 GRANDCHILDREN 2 GIRLS AND 1 BOY) ALSO SHE DID NOT MEET ONE OF THEM- MY DAUGHTER WAS BORN AFTER SHE DIED.. BUT STRANGLY ENOUGH IN JULY. THEN JOHN STATED THAT SHE WAS PRESENTING A BADGE..GOLD.. MY HUSBAND IS A POLICE OFFICER AND HAD GOTTEN A PROMOTION THE WEEK BEFORE..JOHN ALSO GOT MY HUSBANDS NAME (STEVE) AND BIRTHDAY (6-4) TOO.--- THAT IS THE READERS DIGEST VERSION..........LIKE I SAID IT WAS JUST AMAZING..I HAVE A TOTALLY DIFFERENT OUTLOOK ON LIFE AND DEATH AS WELL AS THE WHOLE AFTER DEATH COMMUNICATIONS THING.. JOHN WAS ABSOLUTELY WORTH GOING TO SEE. I WOULD GO AGAIN FOR SURE. JUST BEING APART OF THE AUDIENCE IS WORTH IT. IT IS TRUELY A GIFT. I READ YOURS IT WAS GREAT. I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT WITH THE FEELING THAT YOU HAD BEFORE AS OPPOSE TO NOW. IT IS REALLY HARD TO EXPLAIN ISNT IT..I CANT SEEM TO FIND ENOUGH WORDS TO EXPLAIN HOW IT MAKES YOU FEEL WHEN YOU KNOW JOHN IS ACTUALLY TALKING TO YOU.

STEPHANIE