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VTFlowerGirl
04-28-2002, 07:00 AM
Yesterday morning as I sat here at my desk reading the incoming mail, I heard a thud as something hit the side of the house. I saw a big brown ball of feathers tumble to the ground, and I looked out the window and saw a beautfiul quail flopping on the ground outside my window. I ran outside and picked it up. Not a mark on it, but the bird's neck was obviously broken. As I held it in my hands I just kept thinking how beautiful it was yet here it is gone in a second. Ironically, I thought of of the words from "Fly" by Celine Dion that I had posted here during the week. Fly to heaven little wing, close your eyes and go, you'll be back soon.... and I said a prayer as the bird closed it's eyes and crossed over.

Another ironic thing is that during the winter a few months ago I had seen this happen to a chickadee that hit the window. But that tiny bird survived. That bird was stunned, I ran out into the snow and picked it up and brought it inside and held it as it regained consciousness. Shortly thereafter we watched as it flew away to enjoy another day of life.

The rest of the day was spent transplanting little seedlings, some so tiny I have to use tweezers to hold them as I gently replant them in their new homes. If you've ever grown petunias, you know what I'm talking about, hopefully all 300 of mine will grow strong. There's so many miracles in gardening, the first being the actual germination of the seed, some so tiny you can barely see them, and this year I've had the best luck. Then I look at some of these seedlings, that still have the original seed shell attached to them as their greenery pokes through the ground, and it reminds me of the belly button we humans have.

I've got lettuce growing that was started outside three weeks ago, enjoyed tropical temperatures for days, then was snowed on and has endured freezing temperatures. But they survive under a thin agrifab cloth, and their "breath" (transpiration and respiration) is what maintiains their climate inside their bed.

I have a crown imperial plant that is struggling to survive in the freezing temperatures, the irony is that it smells like skunk and does a fine job of keeping the voles away from my bulbs, yet is so very beautiful and towering like it's the protector of them all and darn well knows it! The skunk smell of this plant is what protects my sweet smelling hyacinths at it's base.

Life and death in my hands and all around the garden, tragedies and triumphs in nature and the dirt. Miracles bursting forth from the snow and tiny seeds.

"The deeper we look into nature, the more we recognize that it is
full of life, and the more profoundly we know that all life is a secret
and that we are united with all life that is in nature. Man can no
longer live his life for himself alone. We realize that all life is
valuable and that we are united to all this life. From this
knowledge comes our spiritual relationship with the universe. "

- Albert Schweitzer (1875-1965)

I'm going to pluck the feathers from the quail to use for craft projects, then he'll go to the compost pile to decompose and become worm food. Now regarding compost, there's some irony there too.... but I'll spare you the details.

Will someone please turn the heat back on?

Phigalilly
04-28-2002, 02:32 PM
umm...I think you're living my dream life.:)

JBannister
04-28-2002, 03:40 PM
Jenn,
Amazing at how well YOU can turn a simple concept for most,
gardening, into a spiritual trip.
Thanks for the ride.
It also triggered a rather recent memory. While away from home
staying with a friend, I was introduced to a county detective. Fit
every sterotype of the gun-belted-hard-core-cop.
As we stood in my friend Sandy's garden, in the sun, he bent
down for a moment. He put a newly opened, beautiful flower in-
between his fingers. He said, "Everytime I look at one of these
damn things it reminds me there is a God."
Julie

Jude
04-28-2002, 04:24 PM
Originally posted by JBannister
He said, "Everytime I look at one of these damn things it reminds me there is a God."

Julie, so simple, yet so eloquent.

Irishrose
04-28-2002, 06:21 PM
Jenn

You live in a part of the country that affords the best conditions for growing things as a rule. It is so nice that you have the opportunity to grow so many things. When the time comes for me to retire (oh, ha, ha, ha!!) I would love to have a green house to begin plants so that by the time the temperatures here in our winter wonderland begin to disolve to above zero I can experience some of the sweet miracles of life that you do.

Julie - that 'hard core cop' is just an old softie isn't he... It is when you stop and smell the roses that life makes its impression on us.

Irishrose

Rainay
04-28-2002, 10:35 PM
Jenn,
thanks so much. Your posting meant a lot to me today. Today is the mark of two months of my father's passing. I went to my mother's house to give her some of my favorite things to cook and spend the time with her. My father was a major animal lover and so am I. I pulled up to the house and saw one of my father's cats, get out of car and I look for her, but I can't find her. I spend a few hours with my mother and when ready to leave, I see this one certain cat agaiin (she doesn't like anyone except my father). She is under a vehicle and I go to pet her. She meows the sweetest meows I have ever heard ( I love cats and have two as well), she lets me pet her!!!! She never let me do this, ever! I pet her, get ready to leave, but I have to say good-bye to cat first. I pet her tell her goodbye (So amazing for me, she never lets anyone but my father pet!!!). Of course, I start crying, I felt an amazing connection with an animal today. Something I have never felt before.

Thanks for the topic.

VTFlowerGirl
04-29-2002, 06:13 AM
Thank you all for your comments. It was such a weird beginning to the day, and I can't get into details but there has been one problem person in my life I've been dealing with. Right before Mr. Quail had his accident I had sent this person an email telling them I could not deal with them anymore therefore I would be disassociating myself with them. I've started studying animal symbolism a bit, and the symbolism of the quail is courage. I couldn't figure out whose courage was "hitting the wall", and I'm still meditating on that one, but I do feel as though a load of bricks was taken off my shoulders.

And I still can't express in words the "healing" that took place in me by handling all those little live things after that incident. Balance. I try so hard to keep that thought in my life these days. Granted that plant energy is different from animal energy, but is it really? All life in my mind stems from the same beginning.

Rainay, I absolutely love animals too, I grew up on a farm with cats everywhere, we also had over 250 pigs. When I was younger I'd miss school occasionally to stay home and operate the tractor with my father both in the spring and fall. For the longest time I wanted to be a veterinarian. However I really am not a fan of the sciences. My husband was told at the very begininning that there would never be a day in my life I would not have one or two dogs by my side.

IrishRose, you're right, this is one of the most beautiful places in the world, high energy held within these Green and White Mountains, and I personally could never live anywhere that the each of the four seasons were not distinct from one another. Here in Vermont we also have mud season, in fact with the snow on the ground now once again we will have mud season twice this year I"m afraid! I love a challenge, and it's challenging to garden here in Zone 3.

Julie and TX, I have yet to meet a cop that does not believe in some ultimate power (God). Just like they say they're no athiests in foxholes, so I too believe that these people that are "fighting the good war" everyday know the value of life and how precious it is. I've seen them shed tears speaking of some of the incidents that have hit them right in the heart after returning from a particulary disturbing scene, but while they have that uniform on and are in public view they are pillars of stone. I've learned not to be fooled by their rough exteriors, most of them are very empathetic underneath and operate on the premise of treat others how you would like to be treated.

Plilly, I do know I am blessed but it's not without a lot of hard work. People can dis and talk down Martha Stewart all they want, but she really is an inspiration to me and I admire her.

It's still snowing here. I can feel my seedlings and the other plants shuddering. Nothing to do but be optimistic - and plant more seeds.

Have a good day gang.